On top of the plethora of other undesirable life moments, my laptop was stepped on this weekend is now broken. It's the last thing I feel like dealing with. But working with the media, it's a necessity. Replacing all that's on it, is what's going to make this necessity extra costly. I'm just over it.
I think I'm coming to realization that I'm just someone never meant to be really happy. Don't get me wrong, I have happy moments, but everything is always so fleeting that there's no point yearning for anything more at this point. Let's just face that facts, prolonged happiness isn't in the cards.
Sure that sounds a bit fatalistic, but I think it's also dosing myself with a large amount of realism. A very necessary thing at this juncture.
Geez louise, this is pathetic.
Sorry to hear about your laptop girl! It does always seem when it rains, it pours! But, I am sure soon good things will come to you! It is inevitable that your luck will eventually turn around! You will just appreciate it even more when it does! Keep your head up, you'll make it through! Hope you have a good week!
ReplyDeleteHope you feel better soon!! There's always light at the end of the tunnel :)
ReplyDeleteI have been worried sick about you...because of course I didn't realize you were out of town until this morning. Call me tomorrow.
ReplyDeleteI've felt like I'm not supposed to be happy before, but I've kind of sort of reached a point where I feel happy or at least stable.
ReplyDeleteIt has taken me 4 years in this city to get to that point and even today sucked really really bad.
Any how ya just have to hang in there, hard work pays off eventually and life will bring you all that you deserve.
Oh, I'm so sorry to hear things are so crazy for you now. I'm getting caught up on your blog and wanted to congratulate you on the new job (and the new dresses)! I'm feeling a little overwhelmed with life as well, so I understand how you feel. I hope you can get a swanky new laptop and all your info transferred over. Best of luck and keep your chin up!
ReplyDeletesorry about the pain about your lap top...I have grown to understand that "Life is difficult" Scott Peck..sometimes we try so hard to try to make it not so...but we need to understand that life will be challenging, but somehow we will get thru it...Things wear out too...one week my lap top quit and our gas logs...actually it is pretty amazing things go as well as they do...
ReplyDeleteWarm regards...
Sorry re your laptop. I know I'd be lost w/out mine. You might consider getting a ClickFree; it's an easy way to back up all of your files.
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So sorry about the laptop. I always say that I take life one hour at a time.
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I am sorry to hear about your laptop. ugh
I will say a prayer for you today.
I hope this day brings nothing but blessings to ya!!
♥♥, D