That said, I had some shopping to do today. Some life to catch up on that I've let slide the past few months. And it was nice. Nice to finally get out and get the things I need. Nice to finally have a paycheck again (yes, my first one was auto-deposited today) and not worry about how I was going to pay for everything that I wanted. And most of all, nice to be in new Lilly clothes. I made it from August - February without a SINGLE Lilly purchase. Whereas my longest dry spell previously was perhaps 3weeks. Boy did I reevaluate life these past few months.
It's funny how the older we grow, the more work defines us. I'm not saying it's all that I am by any means, but I definitely feel like "me" again. All these months, it was the missing link in my life. Without a significant other. Without a family, work is all that I have. Now I want the rest of the picture to come together. Not in any rushed form, just in general.
Yep, there are no words to describe all that's going on, but I will say, I'm ever so grateful for where I am in life. So, so, very grateful.
Until next time...